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Update
Had brain surgery on Thursday morning
Came out of it in pain beyond belief. Cried the entire first night while attempting to sleep. Morphine every hour can't even take this pain away.
Was taken out of the ICU yesterday afternoon. Regular ward now. I can't eat - surgeon told me that as he had to peel the skin back over my face, it stretched my jaw muscles to the point where I cried while trying to eat grapes.
My right eye is now swollen shut. He removed a chunk of my brain the size of your thumb.
Morphine every hour and on every 4th hour it comes with t3s.
I've the attention span of a hummingbird, and staying awake for longer than 15 minutes gives me throbbing headaches beyond belief. This is the kind of pain I would never wish upon someone else.
Can't get out of bed without someone holding my arm. My balance is fucked right now.
I know it doesn't mean much saying this as 99% of my friends don't use this site, but it's still worth me mentioning it.
I want to say thank you to my girlfriend and my best friends who've helped me through all of this and supported me along the way. Probably wouldn't have been able to do it without them.
I should be discharged on Monday hopefully. There's a guy somewhere down the hall that screams in agony shouting "kill me now". Not the most pleasant thing to hear
Hopefully this will allow me to get my life back on track and leave me seizure free for life!!!
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