Thanks for all of the input, I really appreciate it.
from what I've been told from friends and what you guys are saying I'm pretty sure my fragileness is a huge set back for hd and I'm leaning more towards restarting my automotive apprenticeship. I need to do something hands on for sure, I have a desk job right now just to get back on my feet from the move and I can't take the mind numbingness long days of sitting at a computer I find it way more exhausting than hard labour as crazy as that sounds.
It is slow season in the auto industry too so I might wait until around may to drop resumes off.
I'm really kicking myself for choosing this job over an apprenticeship.
I worked a day at a rhd shop on the island when we first moved out here the pay was garbage but they would front me money for school and get all my paperwork together to restart my apprenticeship, then gm called me and offered me a lot more money to sit at a desk in service. Financially it was the better choice but now I'm really regretting it