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I don't get it. What's wrong? I spent an early work day puking and crapping my guts out, managed to finish it. I was under the impression you'd be out early so the plumbers can come to fix the leak. Alas, by 4pm you are still home. What did you do all day while I was busy trying to put food on the table?
After rushing home in traffic and arguing with plumber, washed the dishes you left, you tell me you are downtown at English Bay watching the sunset and want udon. I told you despite how tired i am, I will traverse in traffic again to come dowtown, to have udon and drive you home.
When I got there, all I saw was a disgruntled face because you had to wait for me. The udon, which was shitty, was even shittier when I had to pay for both of us as well as deal with your disgruntled, condecending attitude.
Little was said on the way home. You decided to watch TV knowing I had to wake early again to work. This morning, you didn't bother waking up to see me off or make me breakfast. I expected as much that you wouldn't.
You said you didn't want to keep things unresolved overnight. I tried talking to you, but you didn't seem to be interested but instead wanted to watch TV.
You asked if I needed someone before, or wanted someone,
I don't know now, but i do know that i want a partner, not a dependent.
Get a job, or atleast show me you are trying instead of imposing on my kindness, then throw it back at me as not being caring enough?
We are on completely different wave lengths. I love you, but there has to be more to this for us to continue. The chemistry just isn't correct. Do I have to change? I'll admit i'm not easy to get along with, but I'm to a point of giving up trying because I feel I will be happier without all of this.
TLDR - be happy, ride my bike, hang with my friends and do things that make me happy. You don't like what I am about, then I will buy a one way ticket for you to return to San Francisco.
i'm done here.
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