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I've been talking to her for 4 months now.
I made it very clear from the start that i was interested in her. she made it very clear that she wasn't looking for a relationship.

We stopped talking for a little while and one day she messages me again
(yes, I know she just wanted attention)
But she says that She can't just stop talking to me because I shared so many personal things with her. (at this point on, i knew i was kinda fucked)

so now it drives me crazy.
I have this obligation to talk to her everyday when i know I really shouldn't.
I need to move on from her. but with the way things are going, i don't have the heart to just stop talking to her. It would make her so sad that she would be loosing a friend.

I'd do anything to make her happy. she is very important to me.
how long do you think before I tear myself up inside?

Yes, I know. I'm a fucking idiot and i should of just walked away and moved on.