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Originally Posted by PK-EK
I've been talking to her for 4 months now.
I made it very clear from the start that i was interested in her. she made it very clear that she wasn't looking for a relationship.
We stopped talking for a little while and one day she messages me again
(yes, I know she just wanted attention)
But she says that She can't just stop talking to me because I shared so many personal things with her. (at this point on, i knew i was kinda fucked)
so now it drives me crazy.
I have this obligation to talk to her everyday when i know I really shouldn't.
I need to move on from her. but with the way things are going, i don't have the heart to just stop talking to her. It would make her so sad that she would be loosing a friend.
I'd do anything to make her happy. she is very important to me.
how long do you think before I tear myself up inside?
Yes, I know. I'm a fucking idiot and i should of just walked away and moved on.
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so on Tuesday night we had a talk.
she told me how its not fair for me to keep talking to her because i'm just practically waiting for her.
she also told me she would totally understand why i would need my space and that it would be okay that i didn't talk to her.
I thought that would be it. and I could start rebuilding my walls that i put down for her.
She went to Vegas yesterday. and I get a drunk message from her...
What the fuck. i thought we made things crystal clear. I need to not talk about you and not think about you if i need to move on.
so the stupid/crazy/child/fairtail me is telling myself
"hey! PK-EK
she still thinks about you, deep down inside she does like you. that is why she drunk messaged you. you still have a chance with her."
FUCK!
I need a fucking drink