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Originally Posted by JShifter
I don't know where to start , but lets speak it out, you know that feeling when you have everything that your comfortable with? for example like a decent car, decent job and etc but your still missing something in your life but you just can't figure it out? Everyone starts to drift apart when your growing up, meeting new friends that the process of life, maybe I'm just missing the fact that someone was there for me all the time? who know's. It's even harder to meet someone in Vancouver, its always the right place at the wrong time, or the right person at the wrong time. Every time you think you met the one they have someone already in mind. xmas is coming up and everyone so happy with there couples, while I sit back and looking why can't that be me as well. I can go on forever but speak it out : ).
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Sounds like/exactly how I feel. I always ask myself, "what next". It gets to the point where I don't feel money buys happiness anymore as there is that final missing piece in my life. Maybe that's why I try to buy things here and then to temporary/cover up that void, so I don't feel that way (dumb away any feelings). I am starting to really hate festive seasons and I only like summer time because everyone is gathering together in such good happy times.
As I get older, my circle of friends gets smaller as they are starting to shift into a different phase in life, marriage/kids etc. Also meeting new people becomes more difficult due to work and not like going to school where every class you attend can meet someone new.