[Traum]

Originally Posted by BIC_BAWS

So I (finally) met this girl that ticks all the qualifiers - hard requirements, but some boxes that could be an issue in the future are left unchecked. Reason why I'm so specific on requirements and really who I want in my life, is because I don't want another toxic, soul sucking relationship.

While everything is seemingly perfect, she kind of reminds of my ex, and that's what the qualifiers are there to prevent - another repeat. But that made me think, what if all my qualifiers essentially represent my ex, just without all the bullshit. What if this person is basically the same person, but just a lot better? Or what if down the road, they're the same person.

Oh yeah, this girl knows my ex. Rip. Also, I should probably quit blazing, since it evidently makes me overthink.

Ahhhh... so good to be young...

(Not sure if I should miss those days, or whether I should be glad they're over and done with... )