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BIC_BAWS · 01-17-2019, 11:39 AM

Last three days have been pretty rough. Over the course of six years, I've identified one of my core problems. Now, I've finally accepted it and allowed for more dialogue for me to grow past it. Many of you have heard of the Subtle Asian movement, inspired by Crazy Rich Asians and what not. This movement gave me courage to speak to my mom about Asian issues, such as the lack of affection from my dad. This made me think he wasn't proud of me/cared for me, which affected my other relationships, because I thought I didn't deserve being loved.

I'm happy to tell you guys that I'm exclusively seeing right now, who despite, not being as attractive as my ego would like. She's 10/10 wholesome and makes me really happy. I don't want to call her my girlfriend, cause that just seems a little bit too quick. But hell - the last week we've been through a lot. And after the above realization, I let myself want to commit to her.

On another note, I also dumped like two other girls in the past couple of days. One in Sacramento, she was gonna fly up to see me. Another in New Zealand - but that would have never worked out. The NZ one sucks, we enjoy each other's company. While we are interested in each other and want something, I have to face reality. Neither of us want to LDR nor have plans to move to NZ/Canada.

01-17-2019, 11:39 AM	#24485
BIC_BAWS OMGWTFBBQ is a common word I say everyday Join Date: Apr 2013 Location: revscene Posts: 5,192 Thanked 5,597 Times in 2,002 Posts Failed 180 Times in 78 Posts	Last three days have been pretty rough. Over the course of six years, I've identified one of my core problems. Now, I've finally accepted it and allowed for more dialogue for me to grow past it. Many of you have heard of the Subtle Asian movement, inspired by Crazy Rich Asians and what not. This movement gave me courage to speak to my mom about Asian issues, such as the lack of affection from my dad. This made me think he wasn't proud of me/cared for me, which affected my other relationships, because I thought I didn't deserve being loved. I'm happy to tell you guys that I'm exclusively seeing right now, who despite, not being as attractive as my ego would like. She's 10/10 wholesome and makes me really happy. I don't want to call her my girlfriend, cause that just seems a little bit too quick. But hell - the last week we've been through a lot. And after the above realization, I let myself want to commit to her. On another note, I also dumped like two other girls in the past couple of days. One in Sacramento, she was gonna fly up to see me. Another in New Zealand - but that would have never worked out. The NZ one sucks, we enjoy each other's company. While we are interested in each other and want something, I have to face reality. Neither of us want to LDR nor have plans to move to NZ/Canada.