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I'm so fucked up over this. One day I'm angry and want to make fuck you money. Next day, I'm dead inside and just want everything to be ok.

I keep waking up in the middle of the night expecting this to have been a bad dream. Unfortunately it's a nightmare I can't wake up from.

It's funny, I met her on discord for fucks sake. An internet girl, who turned out to be everything I ever wanted. I was content for once. I didn't need anything else. I could be a child and be playful. I could be vulnerable with her.

If I tried harder, if I didn't take her for granted all the time, if I put her over my friends, I know for a fact that she would have tried harder to fight for us. I just didn't. And now I have no more tomorrow's with her.

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