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Originally Posted by Gerbs
I've had a plan since I was like 20 to make sure I don't fall into this situation where I feel like my life sucks 10 years from now and there's nothing I can do to change it.
Just curious about how you can make it through 10 years and be stuck in the same social setting, financial situation, career in the last ten years?
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I burned out of my initial career plan at 22, and it put me into a position where I was pigeonholed into the career I transitioned my existing skills from.
Social setting is disconnecting from people who I thought I got along with, and never being able to pick up from there because it shot my confidence and self-esteem to pieces. Every time I try to make a new connection, I talk myself out of maintaining it because I remember what happened before.
I've kept it up through a need to make money, destroying myself mentally by faking that everything is okay, and a nicotine addiction.