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Dude I was MARRIED and getting the baby ultimatum and went through it ALL... why am I not like other guys that just love having kids maybe she's right maybe I'm selfish maybe maybe maybe... but no matter how many times I tried to sit down and rationalize it out or convince myself, I came to the same vision of my future... she was at her heart a very easy to anger person who would ice you out for an entire day if literally anything didn't go to plan... thin lips, no talking... and fucking nothing goes to plan when you have kids... and I didn't see that changing, so I saw my future being one of those guys just silently pushing a baby carriage around doing a thousand yard stare. No thanks.
It took me almost 2 years to work up the courage to walk away from it and tell myself that I was doing the right thing despite the fact we got along okay and that it wasn't all my fault etc... disappointing family and friends with divorcing and stuff... it really sucked. You have nothing but empathy from me.
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